nobody fucking likes you.
I hate the way i feel, i hate the way my life is going, I hate Candace, I hate Tyler, I hate the situation i put myself in every single day, I hate that i moved out of my moms house, I hate that i graduated high school, I hate college, I hate my dad being dead, I hate that i hooked up with him, I hate that i still deep deep deep down deep inside still love him, I hate that I wait for him to love me back, I hate that i care, I hate that I want him, I hate that i resent every single girl who looks at him, I hate that i went to Glen Este, I hate that i meet you, I hate that i kissed you, I hate that i said yes to you, I hate that i wasted so much of my time on you, and i hate that i still am wasting all my time on you. I hate that i cant realize how stupid and a waste of time you are. I hate that this dumb bitch is in this fucking room, I hate that she is sitting on his bed, I hate that he hugs her, I hate that he is still wasting his time on her, I hate that i am writing this, I hate it all so fucking much. I want to run away, far away, say fuck the world and smoke myself to sleep. I’m done with this life i’m living, i’m ready for the next big thing. I’m ready for a change, for new people, new goals, new wishing, new dreams, new aspirations… i want something new that doesn’t involve you, her, or anyone else. I’M SO FUCKING OVER IT ALLLLLLL.
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